Starting to look more like rooms than skeletons. After several detours with builders and electricians, the bathroom is finally ready for tile work to begin, floor first then shower surround. Wrapping the loft too - the new window makes soo much difference up there!
Not entirely sure about anything anymore. Work, home, play. They all seem really off-kilter-out-of-synch-and-not-making-much-sense right now. I am struggling to make order out of this chaos and doing it so alone. I look every day in the mirror, into my mind, into my heart, into my soul. I say to myself; “let go, let love, let god.” and I trust that this will all sort itself out into some kind of sense soon. That I’ll be right where I want to be and a better man for having gone through it. But today it just looks like snow, bad reception on the minds eye.
[[ blink ]]
Right now I’m sad over friends who aren’t friendly. Work that resembles absurdity, and a home that seems so far off yet right around the corner all at once. I miss my children.
Three filling day…
today, fourteen years.
i remember it so well;
summer sky lit up.today, fourteen hours.
i struggle to get work done;
summer sky is blue.now, fourteen minutes.
composing independence;
summer standing still.~~~
anniversary;
i met her then we married,
now we share the kids.~~~
BOOM, the sky lights up;
a dog trembles at my feet
while I do laundry.
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