i_rabbit

Not entirely sure about anything anymore. Work, home, play. They all seem really off-kilter-out-of-synch-and-not-making-much-sense right now. I am struggling to make order out of this chaos and doing it so alone. I look every day in the mirror, into my mind, into my heart, into my soul. I say to myself; “let go, let love, let god.” and I trust that this will all sort itself out into some kind of sense soon. That I’ll be right where I want to be and a better man for having gone through it. But today it just looks like snow, bad reception on the minds eye.

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Right now I’m sad over friends who aren’t friendly. Work that resembles absurdity, and a home that seems so far off yet right around the corner all at once. I miss my children.