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I met my oncologist for the first time on Friday and had a biopsy that afternoon. He basically said that from looking at the first CT scan films and bloodwork that I likely have stage three pancreatic cancer and that it has spread to my spleen and perhaps colon. He thinks it is inoperable based on the first look and has ordered a PET scan for this week which along with the biopsy results will determine my treatment options. Not good news… I am seeking a second opinion of course and also planning to do a lot of work with my spiritual guide, yoga teachers, and naturopath. There are a lot of treatment options that western doctors do not consider when making their prognosis and diagnoses. I am relatively at peace with this process and have been feeling much better over the past week since first learning about the tumors. Evie has been a tremendous source of optimism and strength and I know that I can rely upon her for the duration. We have decided to go forward with the wedding plans that we had been considering prior to learning about this. I am really blessed to have her in my life!

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